sig sheet
i spent most of today sleeping. though i guess that was to be expected, considering the fact that until this morning, i had only three hours of sleep in the past two days. i pulled what was practically an all-nighter(i got only an hour's worth of sleep) last thursday in order to finish my sig sheet in time for the end of CIA week. i'd say it was worth it, though. i really, really like MBBS. i wouldn't want to have to wait until next year to become a member.
blast from the past
congrats to leslie for organizing a successful science camp! it was pretty fun. i wasn't involved at all in planning it, but being behind the scenes of an event is always interesting. especially since there were six facilitators from M16. block bonding!
the camp made me kinda nostalgic though. the energizer nick picked was the pony song. (i wonder how he knew it- i thought it was a CISV thing). it brought back a flood of memories from CISV and grade 6. and the main activity was an amazing race stations type thing, which made me remember all the cluster nights i went to(three of which i facilitated!) back in high school.
and during breakfast, ryan made me and nick sing the xavier school song. every couple of lines, he'd have us switch to another language. it was pretty funny. i was amazed that after all these years, i still knew all three(!!!) versions by heart.
as a kid all i ever wanted was to fastforward and grow up already. people would always tell me that i shouldn't hurry through life and that i should enjoy it while it's still simple. i never listened, though. it sucks to admit it, but they were right. i actually do kinda miss my childhood. never thought i would say that.
it hurts to think i'm not good enough
barely two months have passed and yet i've already completely regressed into my old patapon self. for the first couple of weeks i'd make sure to take notes during class, i'd make sure to pack my things before going to bed and i'd even study in advance. but lately i've been sleeping late, procrastinating...basically, displaying a poor work ethic. i lost my focus.
supposedly, as an original qualifer for MBB i should be one of the best students, but in reality i am (without a doubt) the worst. i'm intimidated by how driven and motivated everybody else is.
i wish some of it would rub off on me.
